Aaahhh... The pursuit of happiness. It is so elusive, yes?
Here in America we even have the right to pursue it. The pursuit
of happiness isn't a right in every country, you know. So consider
yourself one of the privileged on the planet, even if you don't
have much money or material things. You are still among the privileged
in the world because you at least have the opportunity to be
in a moment such as this, reading and pondering meaning.
Chasing bliss is a useful thing in the beginning of the spiritual
search. It is usually what entices the spiritual seeker to "go
on the path" in the first place. The possibility that happiness
can be found encourages the personality to look away from illusion.
If the personality is satisfied and happy in illusion, there
is no reason for it to look elsewhere for anything. This is why
the need to chase bliss can be useful in the beginning, for it
alerts you to the idea that there is "something else"
in life.
Chasing bliss is what started the path for everyone, in some
way or another. Didn't you start your spiritual search because
you were disappointed with your life for some reason and wanted
something you didn't have? Let's be honest. There was not enough
love, not enough security, not enough money, not enough friends,
not enough power, not enough happiness, not enough something,
right?
There is something astray, however, when the spiritual seeker
focuses too intently on the pursuit of happiness--the dreadful
"chasing bliss" trap. The pursuit of happiness isn't
recognized as a trap. This is where chasing bliss is not useful
on the spiritual path and serves rather as a distraction. What's
worse is that you actually never get the prize! Ah, this is the
biggest kicker, the biggest brain twister. And such a let down!
Many a spiritual path has been abandoned because of this terrible
let down when the seeker finally realizes there is no pot of
gold at the end of the rainbow called happiness.
This is a terrible moment (or it could be debated that it
is a wonderful moment) on the spiritual path. This is often called
the dark night of the soul. This is when the personality realizes
it has lost the chasing-bliss-game and can never win, no matter
what it does. This is when you realize that all strategies of
the personality, all the knowledge gathered, all the work you
have done on yourself, is still not going to save you from fear.
It is not going to give you 24/7 bliss or even simple human contentment.
This is the cusp of enlightenment. At this time on the spiritual
path, the search is almost over. All escape routes from fear
have been exhausted and there is no way out. This is the moment
for the breakthrough. This is the moment of surrender, of giving
up. This is when enlightenment is in your grasp. This is when
the personality gives up and stops trying to get anything.
If the spiritual seeker doesn't make it through this initial
let-down about how the spiritual path has betrayed the personality,
the human psychology might be seriously dam-aged until truth
is once again pondered. Disappointment in God, or bitterness
about the fact that the spiritual path never panned out, is a
terrible "spiritual poison" to live with.
Some people get stuck here, right on the cusp of enlightenment.
This is because the last step, surrender of the personality,
is not taken. This is truly the only step necessary after the
initial turn of attention away from the illusion of "my
life," yet it is the hardest. Everything else, even on the
spiritual path up to this point, has been a strategy of the personality
to get what it wants. Surrender of all strategies is the end
of the spiritual path, the conclusion of the search. For all
seekers, this is the last and most difficult hurdle to cross
no matter how long or short a time has been spent strategizing
to attain enlightenment. To let go of what the personality wants,
mainly happiness, is a big stretch, a quantum leap, into the
unknown.
Many techniques have been taught on improving the personality
or reality, like affirmations and visualizations. Many strategies
for enlightenment have been given, like sitting in the lotus
position for twenty years. These teachings assert that happiness
will be found when the personality is perfected, all social skills
are attained, all flaws are smoothed over, the physical body
is detoxified and functioning, and manifesting skills are useable.
This is the dreadful chasing-bliss-trap on the spiritual path
that most seekers get caught in it for an entire lifetime.
When this moment of surrender and giving up is embraced, true
enlightenment is possible. The seeker then passes into the consciousness
beyond illusion. If this moment is surrendered to and the seeker
drops into it, enlightenment is finally realized and the personality
viewpoint is surpassed.
It is not about building the personality or having the power
to manipulate physical reality. It is all about dismantling the
illusion, not building the illusion. Who you really are is already
perfect and at ease with all that is in existence. It is the
illusion that must be dismantled in order to reach perfection.
This does not mean perfection of the personality or situations
in life. It is perfection that is already here in you, the container
for all that is happening. This container is called conscious-ness.
Everything else, every experience from human bliss to human terror,
is but a product of this consciousness.
Once you realize who you are you can see through the illusion
as if it is air, all done with mirrors and light. You can see
your life from God's viewpoint for you are that viewpoint. This
perspective is an amazing place to experience life from, for
it is like being in a lucid dream that is magically here in the
middle of the vast arena of eternal consciousness. Your eternal
perspective of this life is a place where God is looking at itself.
If you realize that you are this eternal awareness experiencing
itself in various ways, like having a lifetime on Earth, you
are enlightened, which means "to be in knowledge of."
This does not mean that the personality colored Earth life is
going to be full of human bliss all the time. It does mean, however,
that you are at ease in the eternal self, which never dies and
can never be harmed by any experience, not even the ones the
personality is having on earth. You can live as this eternal
self because you are not the personality. You can live knowing
the secret of life on earth: that it is all just a thought in
the mind of God. You are privy to the knowledge that even the
unpleasant experiences in life cannot harm you, that you long
outlive your personality with all its motives, drives, accomplishments
and strategies.
Living from this perspective takes away the fear that the
personality constantly lives in and is also trying to avoid.
This is the place of no fear, if it could even be called a place.
How can there be fear if harm and annihilation are impossible
for eternal consciousness?
The fulfillment you seek on the spiritual path is within
you. Your true identity needs no fulfillment and has no need
to chase after bliss, a fleeting emotion at best. You are that
which is already whole. You are that which contains bliss, among
other emotions, each appearing and disappearing in the attention
of consciousness. You cannot get or attain that which is already
in you. It is only attention that shifts. The bliss did not go
away from you. It is still there.
Eternal self, which you are, just wants to dream and experience
itself. It doesn't care if all those dreams and experiences are
pleasant or unpleasant, for it knows what is behind the illusion:
God's consciousness dreaming. It also knows that it is dreaming
an illusion. You are that consciousness, formless and without
change.
Be this in daily human life, and your human life will have
a different flavor. There is a reward for living life with eternal
perspective, even though the reward is not necessarily what the
personality wanted in the first place when it started the spiritual
search. The reward will not be 24/7 bliss. Nope, not going to
get that. The reward might not be perfection of the personality,
or having everyone love and adore you. It might not mean that
you have financial wealth and the ability to manipulate reality
in your favor with metaphysical mind powers. What it does mean
is that your life will arrange itself to reflect that you live
as eternal consciousness, rather than the human personality.
What that reflection will be for you as an individual, you
can only know when you have dismantled the personality and realize
who you really are. It is a mystery until then, and it is a different
picture for everyone. What can be guaranteed, however, is that
it will be a better reflection than the personality can ever
create with all it's strategies, flaws, shortcomings, misinterpretations,
mind tricks and pitfalls. The personality chases bliss and avoids
fear at all costs, focused on getting fulfillment from the illusion.
Only when the personality strategies are dropped, only then will
you find the truth of who you are, independent of a personality
on Earth.
Try walking through your daily life as eternal conscious-ness
rather than the human self. Pretend that you are having a lucid
dream, that you are actually formless consciousness sleeping
somewhere outside of this universe, dreaming. Play with this
for just a few moments per day if you find it difficult not to
slip back into the personality self. You might be on automatic
programming for a while until realizing yourself as eternal consciousness
becomes a habit and you no longer have to remember to hold attention
this way. Override the perspective you have as a human whenever
you can, as you think of it.
Looking at life as eternal self, rather than your human perspective,
is a good habit to develop. This is where joy and happiness have
been hiding, here in the eternal self. Look at whatever you are
experiencing from this new perspective and see if anything is
different. Even ordinary experiences can be used as vehicles
for exercising this eternal consciousness perspective. As you
eat your dinner notice what the tone of your experience is when
you take a bite as a human. Then notice the tone of your experience
as your take a bite as eternal being. Investigate this, just
for curiosity's sake. You don't even have to believe these words.
You can still investigate, discover for yourself and see if something
is different.
You will slip back into the personality perspective, even
after you have discovered your true identity. You might as well
assume that you will slip back within a week, maybe a day or
two, an hour or even another few minutes from now. Don't worry
about this. There is no contest to see how long you constantly
maintain your eternal perspective. Now you know the secret of
who you are, your true identity, and you can awake again whenever
you realize that you have fallen back to sleep. You can return
instantly to enlightenment, to your true identity as dreaming
eternal consciousness.
Human bliss will no longer be the goal. Human happiness,
whatever that means to you, will no longer be the elusive pot
of goal at the end of the rainbow. The chase for bliss will be
abandoned. Human emotions will remain passing moments, which
continue to come and go in your human life. Instead, you will
find that which transcends any human emotion. It is the bliss
of knowing who you are, knowing that you cannot be harmed, even
if you lose your car, lose your friends, your lover, lose your
house or even your life. This is where you will find the no-fear,
peace and ease that you have been looking for in your chase for
bliss and the pursuit of human happiness. Eternal self is already
happy.
May you find the truth of who you are in this coming year
of 2004. This might be the first year of living life as your
eternal self rather than your human self. This is a radical invitation,
and will have powerful effects on your life. If you develop the
habit to live as eternal self which cannot be harmed by life
on earth, your life will be different by the end of the year,
if not sooner. You don't have to say one affirmation or energize
one visualization! Physical reality is an automatic reflection
machine. It will respond to your consciousness independently
of your personality's strategies. No mind tricks needed! Find
out what your reflection looks like in physical reality when
you live your life as God's eternal consciousness rather than
the human personality. It will be a beautiful thing indeed, and
the chase for "something" will be over. Then you will
live in the eternal ease that transcends all versions of happiness,
including bliss. When you as a human experience bliss, the true
identity of yourself has surfaced. It is in the very nature of
your eternal self. Now you know where to find true bliss. It
is in giving up all strategies for attaining human bliss
.
Christine Breese, is the founder of University Of Metaphysical
Sciences, Universal Church Of Metaphysics, and Starlight Journal.
She is an author, lecturer and teacher in the field of metaphysics.
She is also a producer and director of film and audio projects.
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